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Thursday 16 October 2014

Turmoil

My days are no longer small
nights provide no comfort call
Each moment crawls by
making heart heavier
every word uttered seems to come
from a hollow me

Who to look up to

When you are wrapped up with
probably something of substance
calling me a burden too hefty
to carry on a peaceful night
in search of a thing so divine
stopping you from looking behind

Whom should i complain to

of the cold shoulder
i shudder to accept
a vacuum thus formed
swallowing all the balm
stranger glance, i fail to get
hundreds of instincts unanswered yet

How to get over

a thing so unlooked for
when I wish for an unending adore
it hurts to be all alone
when least consideration is shown
though i quarrel with me much more
to brave & last it, saving what is yours








 



Tuesday 14 October 2014

For you, a million times over

When every day is a battle to fight
brutal murders, sinking heart
you dread the next day to arrive

For you, a million times over

Shall i provide
a face of hope, courage & pride

Every morning when you open eyes
sunshine invades
your space gives up to the plight

For you, a million times over

Shall i be there
with a guard, poise & certainty

At every scream you let out
for the unaccomplished
speaking of the mess about

For you, a million times over

Shall i soothe
words of tranquil, ease & comfort

Each of the harsh you utter
to avoid & restrain
all kind words

For you, a million times over

Shall i come
like a stubborn ever more